begrudge
131envy — I. v. a. 1. Hate (for excellence or success), view with jealousy, feel ill will toward. 2. Grudge, begrudge. 3. Be discontented at, repine at (another s prosperity). 4. Long for, earnestly desire, desire eagerly and emulously, emulate. II. n. 1 …
132grudge — I. v. a. 1. Grant with reluctance, give unwillingly. 2. Envy, begrudge, repine at, see with discontent. II. v. a. 1. Be reluctant, be unwilling. 2. Repine, murmur, grieve, complain. 3. Be envious, feel envy, cherish ill will. III …